Loving you was like
Ice drying throughout my veins
Loving you was mine
Sunny Days
Sky of my day you
Beautiful you my rainbow
When the sky turns grey
Ways to Say I Love You
moon of my life
sun of my sky
cloud of my day
- my abyss
my heartbeat with yours
your lips touching mine
those gasps of breath which intertwine
-with me
those days of my life
those wrinkles in your nose
-I admit
“i’m never leaving you”
Fire
I told you not to
And you did it anyways
The dragon was born
The Runner
Hey you little girl
Why are you so scared to fall
Crying on her own
Sinner
It appears we were
Harder to place than my soul
We were born to sin
Fuck Off
Fuck you for hurting
Fuck you for doing so much
Fuck you for bleeding
Possibilities
Without you it seems
Nothing would be possible
Without you with me
You
All I knew was that
You were the only piece of
My life I could see
Darkness
Hello are you there
The echo of my own soul
Winter always seems
The Vow
Give your heart to me
And i think we can make it
But we have to try
Restless
I am running out
Of time trying to talk to
You about my heart
Crawling
Crawling in my skin
I am breaking free from my
Own emotions now
Love Was
You found your soulmate
But my hair does not blow in
The wind like hers does
You found your soulmate
My hair does not tuck behind
My ear like hers does
You found your soulmate
My hair does not fringe above
My eyes like hers does
Yours Truly
So I loved ME
But loving Me was hard because I was taught I was - unloveable
Icarus
I was Icarus and you were the sun
And boy did you burn
You engulfed me in your flame then nothing was -
For we were never
equal
Embrace
Swimming in the warmth of your embrace
I drown
For you are the sea that carries me
To further heights
A Girl Can Cry
Crying is a sign of weakness to my mother.
"
Don't waste your tears
"
"
Don't let them see you cry
"
"
Don't ever let them know they've won
"
But I...
I just want to cry.
See
- I cry these tears to ease my pain
Like drops of dew anew, this rain that hits…
And burns,
You lied again!
I lay -
Here.
Here, lies my motion less body
"
Don't cry
"
she said
You'll find a new way
But today
I release - this tension.
Inhale Exhale
Your breathing soothes me.
Inhale the rhythm of your beating heart
Exhale my insecurities.
In out - in out - in out - of
My mind; your essence consumes me.
Ba dum ba dum my heart beats.
My heart speaks the language of a thousand lost souls crying out for attention in the sea of our own desperations.
Ba dum ba dum - Its yours
Yet… You do not weep…
You do not see the signs of my fragile body wandering these streets on my own
without life, without my heart - your home.
Inhale exhale
I taste your breath as my own yet you remain one body with two hearts two souls…
I’m empty
Brickhouse
Remember these wall I built?!
I built them for her
I built them for him
I built them for you
It’s hard to not want to give up in a world where you feel like disaster knows your name "heyyy baby" replays while the explosion inside of your veins burns through and true and you have lost your faith - a world you once knew A world you should belong to is no longer safe
all it is…is nothing but-
Promises of broken smiles and hearts of an innocent child as she sits. Waiting…waiting, waiting for the magic to be seen. Waiting to be heard. Waiting for the world to change!
But a zebra can’t change it’s stripes…
and this jungle, my jungle
is somewhat not the same.
So these walls “i” built?
Yeh these strong solid structures of protection?
They represent a lifetime of neglect- shunned away by the ones who are suppose to love you most- shunned away by the promise of dreams and hopes
Yeh these walls i built…
I built them for me
I built them for you
And I’m a brick-
House
Baby